Unbecoming 1

While bathing, suddenly, I realized,
As I contemplated my physical body present and past,
I mistook sensationlessness for stability.
Now I see,
Sensationlessness exhibits compensatory patterns.

What repercussions for the body's movements has mistaken perception?
If at all.

For, if (micro) movement is always happening in the body,
Regardles of sensory perception,
What does it matter what one feels?
Indeed, what is the consciousness of "feeling"?

Then, why awaken at all?
What awakens anyway?
And, awaken to what?